less obvious reasons

lachelseacabra:

it’s a good song okay

one direction and their catchiness. It’s not even a word. Whatever. lawlz.

jonathanvrl:

Jason Reeves - Just Friends

Perhaps, one of my greatest attributes is stance. Where I stand in a relationship. Whether it be family ties, friendship, or soul savers and lovers. 

I’ve been guilty of being the girl rejecting something more. Just wanting that rigidness of a platonic relationship with the opposite sex. But importantly, I’ve never crossed that line. I’ve never crossed the friendship zone, not because I didn’t want to, but because I know.. it would be wrong to. It would be wrong to force it if my feelings were not reciprocated. And I find that so, so vital in relationships. Knowing the feelings of another person. How somebody feels about me determines everything I do in relation to them. Whether it be a hug or a hi five. I’ve never been one to say, I want more than friends. I want more than platonic. I want to be close to you. 

Even when there had been times I felt that way about people, I quickly pushed those thoughts away. Maybe I’m being cowardly in that sense, because there could have be a chance. But in my experience, whenever this had happened while I was the one ambushed by feelings of romance instead of friendship, well, I’ve always turned it down. Maybe it doesn’t always work out that way. But I feel that, though friendship is essential in almost all types of human relationships, to be more than friends needed to be established initially. You need to tell yourself, not find out, that you could easily fall in love with this person. It can’t just be like, I once saw you as a friend, now I see you as something more. It should have always been prominent that this is a person you already loved. Could love. Wanted to.

Maybe I’m being cynical. But the certain “romance” I find genuine, is the kind that you feel from the start. Not one that grows through friendship. It should be the kind of feeling that grows just by seeing that person. Getting to know them sure. But getting to know them after you love them. That’s what I call true anyway.

frankway:

“This” - Ed Sheeran

Do you ever have a feeling, that somebody already hates you? Do you ever have that feeling, where you know that person across the room detests your presence. Well, I do. And it’s like walking on nails. Walking on nails.

What makes it worse, is that they didn’t always feel that way about you. But the skies change, and our feelings change. The past tends to change, in our memories. And the future is forever fibbing. The present is what is honest. And at this present moment, you don’t like me. And I don’t know why. Yet, I’m alright with that. I’m content knowing you hate me, not knowing why. 

I don’t have any homework tonight. Just a worksheet. What do I do with my life? My night? Watch a movie probably. 

What an oxymoron. I mean, if you just read all that while listening to this song. Another question. Have you ever smelled someone or a shirt or a sweatshirt or something. And you couldn’t get enough of that scent. I have this one grey crew neck that for some reason, came out of the store with this unbelievable smell. And even after I washed it, still smells the same. There’s this kid in my class, god he smells good. He didn’t always smell like that. But whatever he’s wearing, completely intoxicating. I could sit there and breathe for the whole day. Hazed. 

Anyway, if I truly loved someone, this is the song I would like.. I dunno share with them. Dance to. I really like this song. And I’m not one for dedicated love songs.

jessica-rene:

Thank you, Pandora, for introducing this beauty to me.  I’m very appreciative  (:

sometimes I just want to ask what the aksjhdalsfh is wrong with you.

therandomtracks:

John Mayer - Shadow Days

I’m satisfied, but is that good enough?